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Empty hearted, this feeling has hit me once again after so long. It sucks not knowing how exactly you feel at the moment, it’s almost like being constantly bored.
Well anyway, today was a fruitful day. Well planned, great execution but the weather didn’t apprehend my need of having to flash away my rolls of film. Three to be exact, three fresh rolls. Here’s hoping that tomorrow will fare better in terms of weather, because I am gonna brave the killer weather just to pull through this fight with an empty heart. Well, back to how the day progresses. It all started out with Changi airport, being there to see my parents flying off on a holiday is great. Definitely glad that they are able to take the time off from their hectic schedule to visit the world one by one. Then off to meet up with junior where we did our little window shopping on this great singapore sale adventure that has bought disastrous crowd to town, not forgetting it is the school holidays to begin with. Got our roll of films only to know that it started drizzling, with sulky faces we ought to live through the times indoor while waiting for the sun to come out again. But it didn’t. ):
Ended taking the long bus ride back and here I am spending my friday night home and probably sleeping early to make up for the lack of sleep since I reach home. So goodbye and goodnight!
As happy as I may seem, and spending as crazy as I am on every bookout. It might all just be an superficial act of insensitivity. Subconsciously knowing what’s best for me and not pursing them has become a crime, so deadly that it is slowly degenerating my jollity. Rants aside, or back in layman terms perhaps.
I’m broke, dead broke. I’m currently eating into my getaway trip savings and spending it on the little pretty things or having a better meal just because I can and it is part of the luxurious life I wanna lead. This has to stop, somewhere and somehow. So I’m doing a reality check this weekend to put in place a plan, a plan to set things right.
So fucking important, the rest can wait as it is.
This is the very minute where I am aware that I am still alive. For the past few months it had been back and forth the island. Counting the days slowly and anticipating the next phase of life. Every hour spent back on mainland was plainly enjoying the good food here and having ample rest, for that is all that I can remember.
Somehow I miss having that Nikon FM2 around wherever I go, the slide films to snap on and the debate on light issues for each snap. It has been hard living through the past few months, like this and like that. Now all that it matter isn’t where we belong to, its who we belong with.
What a sad hot afternoon to live through…
I just had my great Sunday, sides from being lazy. We spent the entire afternoon watching KBS, playing Bomberman and Monopoly. But the time flew by so fast, and now its almost time for bed. I’m really hungry and tempted to go out for supper drive with S but I need my precious sleep for school day tomorrow!
ITS THE FINALE LAST LAP BEFORE ALL IS OVER. Back to days where I can go towning, snapping and shopping without any worries. Except my pocket is kinda tight lately. ):
Okay, gonna go sleep soon. (:
Amazing sunday spent.
The walk and hunt, as we crossed out stuff one by one on our list of stuff. Then kbox and coco avant chanel, was so awesome. Skipping chalet was a wise choice but was made guilty by the boys and girls who are having such a great fun time over at aloha loyang.
No evidences, no traces.
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Oh oh, its holiday tomorrow and definitely looking forward to next weekend.
Just watch finish Full Count with Clara.
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Its 3.45am right now, and three hours ago I was lying on my bed and about to start my blue dragon final run. Thanks to mark who helped me read the guide and then clara accompanied me through the entire final boss fight. And yay, finally completed blue dragon after a donkey years since the game is out and since I got myself a copy of it. Man I am seriously slow. Okay, this above paragraph sounds so geeky and gamey. ):
Nothing much really happened lately, just meet ups with lots of people. Dined and enjoyed life. Then again had presentation and interview just yesterday. Nothing much is gonna happen for this weekend, but I’m definitely looking forward to the next. The only important thing is I have to get my film developed this weekend and hopefully I didn’t waste my first film on my holga 135pc. Also my room is a complete mess, thank god my parents aren’t here to see this disaster or they will naturally make me into a disaster. So I have to finish all this little minor chores by sunday, and hopefully to clear out my closet and pray for magic. Theres so much to do yet so little time. Monday’s test and tuesday’s day out.
Okay, hopefully when I wake up tomorrow I can start playing my copy of Infinite Undiscovery.
Ohoh, I recorded my epic blue dragon battle. (:
HELLO!
Its been a long break for this space and much have happen during this period of time.
School unofficially ended, or at least 3.1 sort of ended. Leaving me with just a test, a presentation and a submission to go before SIP starts. And before that, I still have to participate in AYG volunteering. Since I can’t avoid it then I might as well just accept it and take it as a new experience!
So anyway, most of my projects are down and everything had really been a killer. Zero motivation to work and study anymore, which sums up all the reason why I had been such a fail team mate and so much of a slacker. Cutting classes and cabbing to town whenever possible. But all that fancy life and towning days are so over already. Things between me and syl has gone downhill for the worse and I think theres no turning back. We both knew it anyway. So now I currently having my so called holidays and spending them away towning and meeting random people! But the weather has been such a turn off lately, that it bugs me inside out. It rains whenever we have an outdoor date and it burns whenever we want to town. KILLER WEATHER MAKES ME WANT TO SHAVE MY HAIR. Its long and annoying but I don’t know much about short hair anymore. I fear its just gonna be days where I’m gonna wear my cap and wait for my hair to grow long again days.
Sides from that, Sims 3 just came out awhile ago and I collected my copy at Iluma bugis! Its still very dissappointing but at the same time its so much fun. The buying point is that I don’t have to spend 12897198273 bucks on 189273192837918 expansions just to get a cat and open my own shop. Although sadly you can’t do that both in sims3. SIGH SIGH!
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So yeap, spent most of my free time playing sims 3! Skyping away with clara and the rest whenever we play sims 3 to talk about what nonsense our sims are doing. Ahahas, so much fun at the same time!
So anyway, gonna go town again tomorrow and hunt for my items once again. Hopefully its a good shopping day where I won’t come home empty handed!
Its crazy that I had almost forgotten the great times of spending of days outdoor and offline. Its so much more fun then killing tons of mobs and other players online. But at the same time, its so tiring to go out every single day. I’m worn out of it but that doesn’t stops me from going out more often! Since its the last few days of my holidays left.
Oh anyway, I crashed dan’s party preparation with cass yesterday. Felt guilty for skipping their party, so I ought to help a little bit. So after that I went over to downtown to meet classmates for the chalet. It was alright I guess, just that I’m far too tired already. And those stupid bitches at party cut my texts when the party started.
So I woke up after a little 15minutes nap, rushed down to meet cass for breakfast with her family. Which was an super awkward scene since I was wearing my shorts and oversized tee, with unkept hair and tired eyes. Not forgetting my alcoholic smell. Oh godd. But breakfast was good and their family was cool, and I was sent back home to sleep instead of joining their family day.
Now I’m just slacking around and writing a list of things to buy for tomorrow’s town day.
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New hair, spects, shoes, clothes, hair, spects, shoes, clothes.
Oh wait did I repeat them?
Who cares!
Amazing friday!
Meet up with Cass for our monthly coffee date and magazine restocks, before she head for work. Then met up with classmates for shopping session. Finally got my bag from project and two new shorts today. New sketch pad to start work on, and magazines to keep me busy for awhile.
Then we went phototaking for TRIF report which finally ended at 10.30pm. Almost wanted to cab home today, but thank god I didn’t. Oh and I kinda hate my hair, its long and hard to maintain and its really frustrating today. So I am probably gonna get my haircut over the week or next week, depending on my decision. But yeah, before all that I really need to tidy up my room and finish up my trif report by sunday. Heading to bed now, update again soon. And I so need to get my own digital camera.
